Hole

 and I am feeling so small


DOES
It seems like I had everything,
I've ever wanted 
and now I am loosing it.

...everyday speech with my SISTA.
...good good friend- sharing everything 
with her.
...a boy who really wanted me.
...my 'crew' - bunch of people 
to have f.u.n. with.
...everything.

Is it just life going on - 
or all those things were wrong?
I don't feel like there is something replacing it.

There is a HOLE - growing in me
big hole
Don't know what to do.

I decided right...? 
    just as you told
I didn't wanna lose them
    you told me to...
        is it right.

Where are the things that made me HAPPY?


fb is not the thing I wonna replace it
    for, but I'm doing so.

...no other choice...? or the easiest one