...remeber?

I remeber those days
I was yours
you best friend of mine
we were close
every day spending all time together

In my memory there are those days
when I was your
and you were mine

It was the best time of my life
Why can´t we be just like that?
I am desperate to go to this time
I need you by my side.

You were the one who was allways where
I was loosing myself in my
trying to live as I wish
don´t think of anything

I need you by my side
to make my life right
I need you here with me
to teach me to do right thing
to decide whould I should do
what is just wrong...

...meybe those thing weren´t wrong
but I did them with wrong intention
and that´s what make them ruin my life.


I made myself believe that I hate you
more than I love you. (but it was hate about not controlling myself as I did before - all my life)
What is the thing that makes you stay with Lord.

I was so clean,
so pure
When did it change?
By becoming adult
if... I don´t
want it
I still wonna
be child
To be good, cute
simple, beautiful
N.O.W. - you need to
run after beauty, simpleness, love, joy, peace...
you don´t have just

because you are
you need to fight
for it, steal
your time for
it - to reach it
...and if you don´t
you won´t stay
the same - you are becoming to be
stolen the things you have
still, still - you


need to recieve

a fresh dose of

beauty, friendship, kindness,
love, family, God, bible That´s lifee.